Assalamualaikum(meaning peace be upon you).
To the readers who are entice, who are drawn to this site intentionally or unintentionally (Subhanallah, that was incredibly hard to type, for your information i don't know my english very well), who are just passing by, Hello there.
Alhamdulillah(meaning all praise is for Allah S.W.T), for me being able to be here today to write an entry on this blog. And i would like to start this entry by stating what i have experience in the month of Ramadhan.
Alhamdulillah, i found my path in life, which is the only path, and that is Islam. As i stated back in my last entry, i am born a muslim, but throughout my 27 years of life that Allah has permit me, my faith and believes is not for the One and Only. This meaning i don't do what Allah commands me to do, and i am at a level when my life is of a soulless being (something like human outside, nothing inside), much like an animal (so to speak). I was lost in a sea of deceiving environment, morally broken society, and i was at the end of my god given wits to uphold the righteousness of my religion and what is embedded to me as a muslim. I was lost, and i thought there's noone to talk to about it. At that moment, i remember my Creator. My uncle had said to me, when i was in a state of rebelling against the world, that if i am in stress or my mind is full of bullshitness and if i was ever lost, pray to God. If there is noone else to listen to you, pray to Allah S.W.T, make doa to Allah S.W.T, for Allah is Allknowing and Most Gracious.
It took me about 4 years to reach the point where i am thankful to Allah S.W.T for all the blessings and the light which i myself think i have a glimpse, like a wee bit tiny hold in the dark sky where there is a tiny light showing me back to Allah and Rasulullah S.A.W. This post is just a sharing of my experience. I'm not sharing this because i think i'm right or anything of that extend. Just for the sake of sharing and reminding myself that do not give up hope in searching for the light even in the darkest place, if you istiqamah (meaning to maintain a way or something like that in my understanding, for even deeper or correct meaning, please search for it and tell me the interpretation or at least the right concept, InsyaAllah, i'll correct myself and this blog if Allah permits it ) in doing ibadah, sedekah and all the things which is Allah S.W.T commanded and Sunnahs of Rasulullah S.A.W, you are on the right path, and May Allah S.W.T grant us understanding (Mufti Menk from ZImbabwe always said this in his lecture, i applaud anyone to go and watch or attend his lecture in the internet or in person).
May we meet again, if God permits, and exchange conversation or understanding of any type of knowledge that i myself is wrong i will try to correct it. The most merciful law is Allah S.W.T Commandments and The Best muslim we could be is following the Sunnah of Rasulullah S.A.W and The Quran, The Word of God. Open your Quran and read, and learn the authentic Hadis,my brothers and sisters.
Forgive me readers if i have directly or indirectly made a mistake or anything to that extend, i'm just a human being, full of mistakes, so i remind myself to become a better me tomorrow, and a better me the day after, May Allah S.W.T gives us guidance and blessings. And before i forget, if there is a non-muslim reading this entry, if you are interested, and if you are willing to study Islam with an open heart and open mind, InsyaAllah, May Allah S.W.T grant you understanding.
Wassalamualaikum.
Monday, September 3, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Assalamualaikom, to any readers out there.
The first intention of me writing this blog was to share some of my frustration and mistakes with somebody who probably don't get to read this blog, but probably resembles the life that i'm taking during the period of the posts. As i linger and read what i wrote about in this blog, some feelings of regret and shame runs through my body. I was a coward then, and still have that cowardice moment in my life now. Have i change through the years i've lived? Am i a different person now from i was before? I can;t answer that. I've lived life regrettably bored and don't know what to do in the end. I'm still searching for what im might do with my life.
Nobody gets to live forever. That's the fact, and what you do with your life with the time you have are crucial. Every decision made leads to many different consequences. Every decisions made create a different opportunity, a chance to better or to be worst at something. There's no point in sitting still, it'll get you nowhere. Face the problems straight on, and you won't be dissapointed even if the result is bad.You've strive through hardship and came out at the other end. You are winner.
Labels. Definition. Tags. What does it do to individuals. None. It only create clumps of people who dress a like, lookalike into certain collective group of people. ITs the end cause of globalisation. Nowadays, people rarely look at individuals. People tags us by the color of our skins, the race of our people and the way that we look. Profiling. Double standards. This issue has been fought for decades, but to no avail. People will always be people unless there's something to be heard. Something to be understand. Something to be fought for.
There will always be options on life. Too many to think it through. Life is short so, don;t procastrate to choose, just pick one and live through it. If its to your liking, stick with it. As simple as that. As a muslim, i'm not as religious or faithful, but i fear Allah Almighty and i know that if i want my life to be easier, just follow the Quran. For it is the way of life. Everything in moderation.
Before this post is getting out of hand and i dive into politics and what not, this is just my rumbling of words and experience, what i've seen, felt and heard through out of my life. Its just a burst of what i want to share and feel like i've done a favor for myself by sharing it with anybody. As i try to follow my own path, this will be a reminder of what thought was passing by me during this certain time. Insya-Allah. Good day, Assalamualaikom.
The first intention of me writing this blog was to share some of my frustration and mistakes with somebody who probably don't get to read this blog, but probably resembles the life that i'm taking during the period of the posts. As i linger and read what i wrote about in this blog, some feelings of regret and shame runs through my body. I was a coward then, and still have that cowardice moment in my life now. Have i change through the years i've lived? Am i a different person now from i was before? I can;t answer that. I've lived life regrettably bored and don't know what to do in the end. I'm still searching for what im might do with my life.
Nobody gets to live forever. That's the fact, and what you do with your life with the time you have are crucial. Every decision made leads to many different consequences. Every decisions made create a different opportunity, a chance to better or to be worst at something. There's no point in sitting still, it'll get you nowhere. Face the problems straight on, and you won't be dissapointed even if the result is bad.You've strive through hardship and came out at the other end. You are winner.
Labels. Definition. Tags. What does it do to individuals. None. It only create clumps of people who dress a like, lookalike into certain collective group of people. ITs the end cause of globalisation. Nowadays, people rarely look at individuals. People tags us by the color of our skins, the race of our people and the way that we look. Profiling. Double standards. This issue has been fought for decades, but to no avail. People will always be people unless there's something to be heard. Something to be understand. Something to be fought for.
There will always be options on life. Too many to think it through. Life is short so, don;t procastrate to choose, just pick one and live through it. If its to your liking, stick with it. As simple as that. As a muslim, i'm not as religious or faithful, but i fear Allah Almighty and i know that if i want my life to be easier, just follow the Quran. For it is the way of life. Everything in moderation.
Before this post is getting out of hand and i dive into politics and what not, this is just my rumbling of words and experience, what i've seen, felt and heard through out of my life. Its just a burst of what i want to share and feel like i've done a favor for myself by sharing it with anybody. As i try to follow my own path, this will be a reminder of what thought was passing by me during this certain time. Insya-Allah. Good day, Assalamualaikom.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Friday, July 24, 2009
HI to me and the readers, if there is any =))
Long story short, i'm still in pursuing my degree, after all odds and misfortune events, i'm still in the game. But still, i'm still the same as i was before, and it occurs to me that without any changes or initiative, the past might haunt me. All said and done, better play my end-game before i lose everything and left with nothing at all.
Been keeping my tabs on all the others, they seems to doing well, with the whole economic diversity, they still find time to hang out and chat about their life.Hopefully, everyone will bounce back in rendition, and keep on moving forward to a better future.
If by some chances, anybody who reads this have any idea about making business, your post/comments might come handy to me, since i don't do well working under others.
Well, that's all the update for now. Until next time.
Long story short, i'm still in pursuing my degree, after all odds and misfortune events, i'm still in the game. But still, i'm still the same as i was before, and it occurs to me that without any changes or initiative, the past might haunt me. All said and done, better play my end-game before i lose everything and left with nothing at all.
Been keeping my tabs on all the others, they seems to doing well, with the whole economic diversity, they still find time to hang out and chat about their life.Hopefully, everyone will bounce back in rendition, and keep on moving forward to a better future.
If by some chances, anybody who reads this have any idea about making business, your post/comments might come handy to me, since i don't do well working under others.
Well, that's all the update for now. Until next time.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Crossroad
I am torn between the path that is presented in front of me. Which one do i choose? I am really concern if i make the wrong choice and pay for it for the rest of my life. I'm really torn. Both choices has it pros and cons. I weight each of them personally and understood the consequences of the choice.
One will lead me to a life presented in a straight line, that hard work and perseverance will make your life happy.
Or, the other one which is more obstacle and junction, which will made life the way you want it to be, be it you give it all.
Both are heavy and i don't know which one to choose. I think the first choice will make my life easier, but the second choice will make my life fulfilling.
Either way is good actually, if i give it my all.
I am torn.
I am scared.
I am lost.
Because, i don't have the courage to do both and achieve something worth meaningful in my life. A waste of time and effort,and all of it for nothing. I can't live a life of regret, or knowing that some bad choice will make my life miserable.
Give up or give in?
Either way, it's only up to me to make the difference.
One will lead me to a life presented in a straight line, that hard work and perseverance will make your life happy.
Or, the other one which is more obstacle and junction, which will made life the way you want it to be, be it you give it all.
Both are heavy and i don't know which one to choose. I think the first choice will make my life easier, but the second choice will make my life fulfilling.
Either way is good actually, if i give it my all.
I am torn.
I am scared.
I am lost.
Because, i don't have the courage to do both and achieve something worth meaningful in my life. A waste of time and effort,and all of it for nothing. I can't live a life of regret, or knowing that some bad choice will make my life miserable.
Give up or give in?
Either way, it's only up to me to make the difference.
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