Assalamualaikum(meaning peace be upon you).

To the readers who are entice, who are drawn to this site intentionally or unintentionally (Subhanallah, that was incredibly hard to type, for your information i don't know my english very well), who are just passing by, Hello there.

Alhamdulillah(meaning all praise is for Allah S.W.T), for me being able to be here today to write an entry on this blog. And i would like to start this entry by stating what i have experience in the month of Ramadhan.

Alhamdulillah, i found my path in life, which is the only path, and that is Islam. As i stated back in my last entry, i am born a muslim, but throughout my 27 years of life that Allah has permit me, my faith and believes is not for the One and Only. This meaning i don't do what Allah commands me to do, and i am at a level when my life is of a soulless being (something like human outside, nothing inside), much like an animal (so to speak). I was lost in a sea of deceiving environment, morally broken society, and i was at the end of my god given wits to uphold the righteousness of my religion and what is embedded to me as a muslim. I was lost, and i thought there's noone to talk to about it. At that moment, i remember my Creator. My uncle had said to me, when i was in a state of rebelling against the world, that if i am in stress or my mind is full of bullshitness and if i was ever lost, pray to God. If there is noone else to listen to you,  pray to Allah S.W.T, make doa to Allah S.W.T, for Allah is Allknowing and Most Gracious.

It took me about 4 years to reach the point where i am thankful to Allah S.W.T for all the blessings and the light which i myself think i have a glimpse, like a wee bit tiny hold in the dark sky where there is a tiny light showing me back to Allah and Rasulullah S.A.W. This post is just a sharing of my experience. I'm not sharing this because i think i'm right or anything of that extend. Just for the sake of sharing and reminding myself that do not give up hope in searching for the light even in the darkest place, if you istiqamah (meaning to maintain a way or something like that in my understanding, for even deeper or correct meaning, please search for it and tell me the interpretation or at least the right concept, InsyaAllah, i'll correct myself and this blog if Allah permits it ) in doing ibadah, sedekah and all the things which is Allah S.W.T commanded and Sunnahs of Rasulullah S.A.W, you are on the right path, and May Allah S.W.T grant us understanding (Mufti Menk from ZImbabwe always said this in his lecture, i applaud anyone to go and watch or attend his lecture in the internet or in person).

May we meet again, if God permits, and exchange conversation or understanding of any type of knowledge that i myself is wrong i will try to correct it. The most merciful law  is Allah S.W.T Commandments and The Best muslim we could be is following the Sunnah of Rasulullah S.A.W and The Quran, The Word of God. Open your Quran and read, and learn the authentic Hadis,my brothers and sisters.

Forgive me readers if i have directly or indirectly made a mistake or anything to that extend, i'm just a human being, full of mistakes, so i remind myself to become a better me tomorrow, and a better me the day after, May Allah S.W.T gives us guidance and blessings. And before i forget, if there is a non-muslim reading this entry, if you are interested, and if you are willing to study Islam with an open heart and open mind, InsyaAllah, May Allah S.W.T grant you understanding.

Wassalamualaikum.